Dear diary,
I am safe, I made it to land. Although I got to this place a year ago, I haven’t even thought about writing about my journey here.
I arrived to this refugee camp on a stormy day. I was greeted by an angry guard who couldn’t seem to stop yelling at everyone. He showed me to my room, which is actually more like a jail cell. The only two things that I have here is a hard, uncomfortable bed and a rusty, old toilet. I take showers in this big room with other refugees. I also eat dinner in a cafeteria-like room with everyone else. I knew that this place was going to suck.
I don’t know what has happened to any of my family and friends. I’m not sure if they’re safe, or even alive. I don’t think they know if I’m safe or not either.
Everyone has told me that it’s not safe to go home right now, but I desperately want to. Here they feed me so poorly. I feel as weak as a new born kitten. People are telling me that I should be grateful for where I am right now, but I’m not. I feel as though I am breathing, but I’m not alive. I do nothing all day. My existence is pointless. I am a statue; I am stuck in this place.
I miss everything from home. I miss my family and friends. I miss the amazing food that I used to eat. I miss the weather and the land. I miss absolutely everything.
I don’t feel safe here. I have nightmares every night about when I had to leave home. I have also heard about other nearby refugees getting kicked out of their camps. I’m scared that that’s going to happen to me.
I hope I get out of this place soon and get to live freely. I can’t stand another day here.