Griffyn McWhirter’s Diary,
19-6-2017. At the camp right now. Alone.
So, this is probably the last entry. Why? Because today, I’m leaving the camp and I’m going home. I have to go back.
I know- people say that I should be grateful, and how I should be thanking them for ‘saving’ me from the dangers of my home. The whole town was bombed; the house I lived in is probably gone. But it’s been a year. A whole year. I have to check; shops might be rebuilt, houses might have been made.
It might be better now. I need to get back. I need to live again.
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I have heard it, for sure this time. Refugees are becoming more and more unwelcome here; there are even attacks. Maybe going home would be safer than here. And anyway- my family might be there. My brothers… Mum and dad… Everyone. I haven’t seen them for months. I don’t even have photos. I never got the chance to bring any.
I wonder if my family is okay. They might’ve been kicked out of a camp already, or lost at sea, or…
I’ll just leave it there. I hope they’re safe.
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Okay. I’ve got food and water. It’s nearly night I won’t be sleeping this time- the nightmares are too great. I have to start leaving soon. I will attempt to return with a boat. Several Australians are coming with me. We’re going home, or we’ll die trying. Or we can die here, anyway. Almost irony.
Alright. This is the last bit. Because of what I’ve written, I’m probably gone by the time you’ve read this. I’ll either be home or at sea. If any friends or family read this, I want you to return with me. I will see you there.
Griffyn McWhirter.